Tuesday, November 22, 2011

I AM REMOVING DECEPTION AND RESTORING YOUR INNOCENCE

Father in Your name Jesus!

I greet You my Lord with thanksgiving, worship, honor, and reverence this morning.  Lord, I need You!  Life is extremely weird and strange without You.  I realize that seconds, minutes, hours, days, and weeks do not go well without me speaking to You.  Sometimes I become deceived into believing that I can go on without You and that You know My heart, but I realize that My heart is not right if I do not give You my heart everyday.

Lord, the enemy has lied to me.  The enemy has called me names, gave me a persona, told me that I was something other than what You have called me.  God I want to go back to believing, operating, and functioning in the manner in which You have called me.  Lord, You called me a woman of God, a prophetess, a man of God, mighty man of valor, an intercessor, a faith healer, Your daughter, Your son, a success, an accomplishment, a miracle, a blessing, a peace maker; You told me Lord that I would do great and I have walked away from doing great things for You because I had surprises come into my life.

I became distracted and have made other people, jobs, family, activities, and myself a priority instead of You.  Lord, You have given me all these things and I honestly thought that since these blessings came from You, that I did not need to pray to You; or talk to You as much as I did when I was asking for these blessings.  Now Oh God, I request that I recover and redeem the time that was lost between us, and during this time of prayer, I want You to remove any deceptive thoughts, lies, and beliefs that the enemy has stored in my mind through family, close friends, loved ones, mentors, and even whatever I have told myself.

Jesus, I want my innocence restored.  I want my youthfulness back.  I want my purity back.  I want my love back that I had for you some time ago.  I want my dignity back.  I want to be in the right place; the place where You want me to be.  I want my life back that I once had in You.  I want my mind back.  I want my joy to be restored in You.  I want my appetite for prayer and worship for You back.  I want a new testimony.  I want to fall in love with You all over again.  I want our intimate times back with each other. Lord, I want You like never before.

I cannot live without You, and life without You is empty, void, pointless, horrible, dangerous, and barren.  Lord, I love You and it is my love for You that I want You to receive.

Lord, I want to walk confidently knowing that You love Me.  I know that in Your word You have said that You will never leave me nor forsake Me.  I know that Your love is from everlasting to everlasting.  I know that Your love is long-suffering, but although it is long-suffering, I do not want to take Your love and our relationship for granted.

I am ready to abide in You!  I know that Your word says that if I abide in You then You will abide in Me; and I can ask for ANYTHING in YOUR name and it shall be done unto me!  God you have never failed any promise that You have made to me!  In fact, Your voice, I have heard, and You have made promises to me.  So is Your word that goes forth from Your mouth, it has not returned unto You in void, but it has accomplished what You have pleased and it has prospered in the thing in which You have sent it!

Father God in the name of Jesus!  As I pray at this moment, You are seeing the seed that You sowed in me and have allowed to develop and bear fruit!  You are looking at the person whom You call friend.

The enemy told me that we are enemies and that You do not want to hear my voice.  The enemy told me that my perversions, my sin, my drug addictions, my alcoholism, my carnality, my weaknesses cannot be healed because I have been bound to them for so long!  The enemy told me that I should not even come into Your presence because You are disgraced with me.  The enemy told me that I am not good enough to come into Your presence because I am not old enough, wise enough, articulate, elite enough, educated enough, and I do not fit the image;  but Your word says, "blessed are those that hunger for righteousness for they shall be filled, and blessed are the poor in spirit for their's is the Kingdom of God!  I thank You God for Your attitude toward Me!  Satan, the Lord God rebukes you and Satan you are a liar!

Now Oh God, fill me with Your mighty presence.  Your word says that, "You are mightier than the voice of the waters, mightier than the waves of the sea."  Fill me God with Your Holy Spirit so that deception will not make its home in My mind.  Make my ears attentive to Your voice that will over power the lies of the enemy.  Anytime a lie is told and the seed of deception is planted in my thoughts, God I ask that Your word becomes so great in My heart that I speak Your word and the lie and deceit flees in Your name!  God if I have to repeat Your word 40 times, 100 times, 1000 times before I truly believe, then so be it God!

I know that I cannot do this without You!  I am ready to be free from all deception!  I command deception to flee in the name of Jesus.  I command any deceptive dream to flee in the name of Jesus.  I command any deceptive magazine article, image, or movie that is attempting to influence the way I perceive myself, image, fashion, body, and swag, for it to flee in the name of Jesus.  Show me, Oh God, the image of Your glory, so that I will imitate it and walk holy and righteously before You; so that You will be pleased with me.  I command any deceptive lie that was told to me when I was younger by my mother and my father to remove itself from my memory; in the name of Jesus.  Any resentment that has been stored in my mind, any feelings of abandonment that I have experienced as a teen that has brought about feelings of hate, I command it to flee at this moment; in Your name Jesus!

Any prideful ways, behaviors, mannerisms, and thoughts that I may have for people that have not had fortunate opportunities that I have experienced, Lord, remove the spirit of haughtiness that is causing me to look down upon them.  Lord, free me God from my own destructive thoughts and ways!

Deliver me oh God, and restore My child-like innocence and purity!  I am ready Lord God to walk in purity and innocence.  Remove any hidden agendas, any ulterior motives, any wicked and evil intentions that I am using to get my way and be selfish.  God, I know that it can destroy my character, perception, and image of how people view me.  I want Your image to revealed to others when they see me.  I want people to see You when they see me; I no longer want them to see me because I am rotten without You!

Thank you God for hearing my prayers and seeing my cries!  Thank you God for your love and forgiveness!  Lord God, whenever I know I am not right with You, I am going to run to You because You are my only source of victory!  I love You Jesus!  And I am an overcomer by Your blood Jesus and by the word of my testimony that is in You!

Do it for Your glory, for Your honor, for Your praise, for Your pleasure.

It is in Your name Jesus that I pray!

Amen!

God, I know You do not forget, but I want you to know that I love YOU and that I trust in us working this thing out for Your glory!

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Pray this prayer with Me!

Father God in the name of Jesus!

Cleanse my heart of all its iniquities and any poisonous intentions.  I know that You are the Deliverer of all yokes and bondages.  I want to be free from perverse practices, actions, and thinking.  I want to be totally submitted to You my Lord!  I want to be free from dis-ease, discomfort, disappointment, disorderly thinking, behaviors, and conduct.  I know that You can Deliver me fully!  I know, Oh God, that You have power over these chains that have me bound.  I know, Oh God, by faith, that You can do the impossible.  Free me, once and for all!  Create in me a clean heart, and renew in me, Oh Lord, a right spirit.  Cast me not away from Your presence and take not Your Holy Spirit from me.  Oh God, I need You like never before.

I am at a point in my life where I have no where else to run to, but I constantly hear about how You have healed, saved, delivered, and set people free from bondages and addictions.  People have told me, how You have performed miracles in their lives.  People told me that I should trust in You.  People have told me that only You can save.  Now Oh God; I trust in You!  Save me from myself, from Satan, and from the ways of the world!  Only You, Oh Lord can do this for me.

I do not want to continue on this path, but I want to walk in Your righteousness; and You are my only hope!  I have no where else to turn.  I love you Jesus and I know I need You!

Free me from my addiction to drugs, alcohol, cigarettes, failing thinking, laziness, lethargy, domestic abuse, self-inflicted harm, such as cutting myself, over eating, disregarding and disrespecting authority, marijuana, cocaine, heroin, sex, masturbation, foul language, lying, cheating, adultery, strife, division, bad attitudes, aggravation, depression, stress, tormenting voices, tormenting dreams, visions of suicide and suicidal thoughts, hatred, false doctrine, horoscopes, false fortunes inside of fortune cookies, verbal abuse to my child, child abuse, emotional abuse, and anything else that is keeping me from fulfilling Your redemptive plan in my life.

Lord, I know You have created me to do more than what I am doing now.  Take me onto greater knowledge in Your word so that I can be daily saved and delivered from my flesh!

Lord God, I belong to You and no one else.  I am not bound to anything, but I want to be controlled by Your Holy Spirit.  I thank You for freeing me.

In Jesus, Your Son's name I pray!
AMEN!